Before anyone becomes confused, I Sara's husband am writing this next chapter of her blog.
Today my world, my life shattering into a million fragments as my beloved wife Sara died this morning in my arms. I cannot believe that only twelve hours ago I was talking to her and that yesterday she was translanting tomato seedling ready for this years growing season. How can my life now a constellation of memories of events over the last three years be suddenly sucked into a huge great chasm of despair. My heart pounds for her to speak to me once more, I wish she were her ready for the arrival of the first stork that she so looked forward to, heralding the beginning of spring here in Bulgaria. Will the melancholic call of the golden oriole in the walnut tree in our garden chant her name. How can it be that the burning flame of my life be extinguished so quickly.
Initially I was going to write a final chapter in her blog for her, but I cannot let her hard work go and maybe it will help me through the times of darkness that I am sure to have if I were to continue her blog on her behalf,
I must go how as I really do not know what to say to strangers other than she was my life, I loved her with all my heart and always will. She was my rock and at this moment I am frantically trying to survive in a sea of emotions in a world where the only lifebelt I have is her memory to cling onto.
My Darling Sara, I love you, rest in peace and I will see you again one day.
Your ever loving husband Dave